Tuesday, October 5, 2010

My Funeral

It's been raining and I've been at wakes and funerals and my friend had her baby and there are problems.
It's been rough and I'm tired and I use the word 'and' too much when I write, so throw out every draft and I start over and think about love and about art, but it doesn't help.

I drink coffee and I smoke and I eat soup without chicken in it.  I sleep all day and take off from work to sleep more.
Drowning.
I watch commercials and the colors are too bright.  I watch films in black and white and the noise is too much.

I don't cry and I ignore my emails. 

Comfort me.

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